Why?

why don't you just tell me how you feel? why do things have to remain a mystery? why are actions speaking louder than words... and words not speaking at all? why are you afraid? why do I sit back and wait? why can't you see how I feel? why has nothing changed? why am I afraid? why are things the way they are? why doesn't anyone help? why don't you SEE it when people try to help?

when will things change? when will you know? when will it no longer be so confusing? when will now no longer matter? when?

I wish I knew why... and when...

just a few thoughts...