crazy how...

isn't it crazy how when you're not expecting to get something BAM there it appears right in front of you? and isn't it odd how it doesn't always match up to our expectations yet somehow exceeds them? I don't understand that... but I accept it. :-D I just wish those things weren't taken away from me so quickly and that they'll be restored to me soon... honestly, today's been a rough day even though I've been happy. I just don't get it... I wish it were yesterday again...